Me at midnight on thanksgiving.

Here it is almost midnight.
On one of the happiest holidays of the year.
And where am I?
Sitting in a vat of self pit and remorse.

This is a day to be thankful for all the wonderful things in your life.
Yet, all I keep thinking about is my misfortunes.
I just can't help letting out a good cry.
And I am sure God has better things to do then listen to me gripes.
But, I just can't seem to help it.

My life just seems to be spiraling in to a giant black hole of despair.
Then again it could just be me.
Me being overly tired.
But, no matter what...
... I am feeling overcome with conflicting emotions.
I am gonna pop in a movie and try to drift off to dream land.

Happy Thanksgiving Day!
Love your family and friends!
Be happy and joyful!
In other words the complete opposite of me.